Struggle -  I don't know but it some time make you feel to always go back and see what u had and what u don't have anymore.

Why people can't achieve what they always wanted ??

the spirit to constantly fight for what you belive matters.......

I dont know anymore how to react to this hurdles ... Should I succumb to this or should I fight again....but with every new hurdle I feel like am becoming weaker and weaker....

I sometime feel that I dont have any strength left to fight against odds....  confused between what should I feel and how should I set first my house in order...

I hate every thing about me .... I hate myself.... :-(

And I think I will never be able to live up to my expectations....